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Preview – Chapter One
Chapter One: Revelations
Saturday 3rd July, 1999. 3.55pm.
It was a bright and sunny afternoon in a supermarket car park in Oxfordshire. Fifty-eight-year-old Dr Robert Leidenstraum, a German scientist living in the UK, gently pushed a heavy trolley. After numerous warnings from his GP about his blood pressure and cholesterol, he looked sheepishly at the wine and cheese filled carrier bags.
As he approached his prized black Audi A4 saloon, which he had got a good deal on just six weeks earlier, he noticed what looked like a sizeable scratch on the driverโs side door which made his blood boil. As he bent over to get a closer look, pain permeated his left arm. He clutched his chest and fell to the ground, the trolley rolled back and rested almost lovingly on his head.
Dr Leidenstraum awoke in hospital and gazed at the ceiling of Ward Seven, wondering why he was not watching Wimbledon in his conservatory with Pimmโs and strawberries. Then he remembered the car park. Who had scratched his beloved car? What had happened to his gorgonzola and merlot? Where was the fillet steak that he had planned to cook for dinner that evening? His pain and annoyance were exacerbated by the screaming of another patient, four beds along. The noise pierced his inner ear drum and penetrated his very soul. It was then that he heard a familiar and comforting voice break through the wretched wailing.
โDad, thank goodness youโre alive. I got here as soon as I could.โ It was Dr Leidenstraumโs daughter Sarah, a twenty-year-old university student who hoped to become a doctor like her father, albeit by pursuing a career in medicine; his eldest child and undoubtedly his favourite. Whilst he loved Sarahโs seventeen-year-old brother, William, he lacked his sisterโs intelligence, and though never short of effort, in Dr Leidenstraumโs eyes he was never going to match her achievements, or be the son he had hoped for.
โIโm sorry, I didnโt get time to pick up some grapes. I was in such a panic and rush.โ
โDonโt worry, I should be eating strawberries right now. Grapes would only force me to accept my current predicament. Perhaps I could put them in my ears to shut him up,โ he said tilting his head in the direction of the screaming man.
Sarah chuckled. It was a fond reminder of how her fatherโs dry sense of humour had illuminated her childhood, when gloom could easily have prevailed following the death of her mother in a car accident. Sarah was four years old. Sarahโs reminiscence was interrupted by her fatherโs gasps for breath. Sarah shouted for help. Her father pulled her near and said meekly, โThe lock-up. The keys are in my study. Iโm sorry I never told you.โ
Nurses rushed to tend to Dr Leidenstraum, but all efforts were in vain. He was dead. Sarah reeled in shock. She was numb, overwhelmed with grief, and confused. What did her fatherโs last words mean?
Sarah returned to the family home in a daze. She parked her beloved red Nissan Micra on the pebble driveway in front of the bay window of the semi-detached house. She climbed out of โJoanna,โ the name she had affectionately given her car in honour of her favourite actress, Joanna Lumley. The absence of her fatherโs black Audi from in front of the recently painted white garage door was an instant reminder of her unfathomable loss.
Sarah opened the white UPVC front door, wiped her feet on the mat, and took her shoes off. Her father had told her a thousand times to take her shoes off. How she longed to hear him shout at her to take her shoes off one more time. Things would never be the same again.
Sarah called her brotherโs mobile, but he didnโt answer. She contemplated her fatherโs last words, and ventured into his study in search of answers. Family photos adorned the room, producing a flood of tears tinged with both sadness and joy as she pored over many cherished memories. Sarahโs recollections paused as her gaze was drawn to a set of keys hanging on the wall.
Were those the keys? Sarah wondered. She snatched hold of them, three silver keys, each emblazoned with a different word: โsafe,โ โlock-up,โ โlock-up internal.โ In the corner of the room, she was drawn to a small, wall-mounted safe and contemplated trying the safe key. Feelings of unease passed over her. This was her fatherโs room; he had strictly forbidden her or Will from going in there. She recalled the rage he flew into when he had caught her in there during a game of hide and seek with Will. She had never dared set foot in there since. Being in there now felt like an invasion of his privacy, even following his death. If he had to wait for his final moments to mention these keys to her, what would she find? Then the phone interrupted her racing thoughts. It was her brother.
โWill, I need you to come home, ok?โ
โWhat? Why? Iโm in London.โ
โI canโt say on the phone, but I need you to come home as soon as you can, alright?โ
Concerned by his sisterโs tone, Will agreed to return on the next available train.
As the phone call concluded, Sarah took a sharp intake of breath and placed the key into the lock. The door opened. Her trepidation was quickly met with a wave of disappointment. A few journals, a floppy disk, and some paperwork. She skimmed through the papers and happened upon documentation about the purchase of a warehouse, along with a photograph of it. She noticed the date was nineteen eighty-three, a few months after her motherโs death.
Intrigued by this and, with her fatherโs words ringing in her ears, Sarah opened the first journal. It felt wrong, but surely this is what he would have wanted, she thought to herself, as if seeking to justify her actions.
The journal commenced on the eighth of November nineteen eighty-three, the day the warehouse was purchased and highlighted plans to carry out biological experiments as part of an academic research project. Her fatherโs notes outlined how his wifeโs death had devastated him. The emptiness and despair he felt had motivated him to use his skills to create and preserve life.
Skipping to the final journal, Sarah could see it had been written up until the previous day, the second of July, nineteen ninety-nine. The final notes were; โthe subjects continue to progress well. The new millennium canโt come quickly enough.โ
Sarah was studious in nature, but couldnโt motivate herself to begin trawling through her fatherโs extensive diaries, particularly given the fact she was struggling to hold back more tears. Instead, she decided a visit to the warehouse would kill the proverbial two birds with one stone, as it would serve as a welcome distraction whilst satisfying her curiosity as to what her father had been doing there.
It was a warm and bright evening after a beautiful sunny day. The opposite of how Sarah felt. Sarah drove โJoanna,โ and listened to FM radio. The pub beer gardens bustled with sun scorched revellers who had lapped up the rare glorious British sunshine. It would probably be raining next weekend. Britney Spears Baby One More Time was played. How many times had she heard that song in the last few months? Sarah preferred Christina Aguilera to Britney, but she had often found it impossible to resist the temptation to warble to Britney. No Scrubs by TLC followed. Sarah loved that song. If her friends were in the car with her, they would sing loudly with the song on full blast.
As her twenty-minute drive concluded, she found herself immersed in an industrial estate which contained several warehouse units. The DJ played Baz Luhrmannโs Everybodyโs Free (To Wear Sunscreen). The lyrics were just too painful. Sarah switched the radio off. All the businesses on the estate were closed so Sarah felt confident her visit would go unnoticed, and more importantly unchallenged.
Sarah recognised the warehouse from the photograph in her fatherโs study. It was the last warehouse along on the right-hand side of the estate. She saw that the windows to the side of the building were tinted. As she approached the front door, she saw a small sign inscribed with 8B. The emptiness of the industrial estate made her feel distinctly uneasy, but she plucked up the courage to climb out of her car. She tentatively placed the โlock-upโ key into the lock, and gradually opened the front door. Sarah was underwhelmed by the sight of an empty wooden table and chair surrounded by brick walls from the floor to the ceiling. However, she noticed there was a steel door behind the table and chair.
Sarah placed the โlock-up internalโ key into the lock of the steel door. She turned the key and pulled the handle down. Hesitantly, Sarah walked into a completely darkened room. As she switched on the lights, she gasped in shock at what she saw before her: twelve glass cubicles, six to her left and six to the right. Each one contained what appeared to be a person facing in her direction. Sarah froze in fear, her mouth opened wide as her eyes popped metaphorically out of her head. She saw what appeared to be six males and six females of differing ethnicities, all around her age.
Sarah was stunned. โWhat is this? What the hell has dad been doing?โ she whispered to herself as she walked tentatively along the centre of the room and gazed at each specimen like a tourist in a museum. Sarahโs wonderment was disturbed by a tap on the glass of the cubicle that was fourth along on her left. She screamed and fell to the ground. Tentatively, she looked up anxiously, gripped by paralysing fear. The figure inside looked human, but was attached to a tube from the back; they all were. The figure waved at her and smiled. Sarah was aghast and screamed again, a few decibels louder than the first time.
Sarah scrambled to her feet, and turned to run back towards the door. As she did so, she heard a voice say, โSarah,โ which stopped her dead in her tracks. She glanced cautiously over her right shoulder, and looked directly at the figure.
โHello Sarah,โ the figure said.
It felt like time had descended into slow motion, as Sarah fell to her knees unable to digest what had happened. Sarah crawled furiously towards the door like an energetic baby, climbed through the gap, jumped to her feet, and slammed the steel door shut, like an angry gaoler. She sat with her back up against the door and caught her breath.
Sarahโs attention was diverted by the sound of her phone ringing. It was her brother. Shaking uncontrollably, she answered the phone.
โSarah, my train gets in at half nine. Can you pick me up?โ
โY-Y-Yee-Yes,โ Sarah stuttered.
โWhatโs going on? Are you ok?โ
โIโll see you soon Will. Iโll see you soon. Iโve got to go.โ She locked up the premises, got into her car and drove to the train station.
Sarah was elegant, short, and slim with shoulder length, mousy brown hair, piercing blue eyes and a prominent, upturned nose. She cut a lonely and somewhat pitiful figure as she sat on the square brick wall surrounding the giant green clock on the concourse and waited anxiously for her brother to arrive. Sarah watched the countless people scurrying through the station. She struggled to process the many emotions that whirled around her mind like a washing machine on full spin. How was she going to explain the last few hours to her brother?
Will emerged from the distance, his unmistakable gait on display. His toes scraped along the ground as he walked purposefully yet awkwardly to meet his sister. Will was tall and slim with long unkempt brown hair and sullen brown eyes. His appearance was in stark contrast to that of his sibling. As Will approached, the look in Sarahโs eyes instinctively told him what the news was.
โIt’s dad, isnโt it? He’sโฆโ
Sarah nodded.
โโฆbeen nicked because of the bodies in the warehouse?โ
Sarah reeled in shock. Her brother knew about the warehouse?
โNo, dad’s dead. He’s dead. Iโm sorry Will. Iโm sorry. The warehouse. How did youโฆ?โ
โDead? Dead? He can’t be? No, he can’t be?โ
Sarah hugged her brother and they shared a tender moment in grief that was in contrast to their usual sibling rivalry.
Having let the moment pass and allowed for the news to begin to sink in, Sarah probed her brother. โWhat were you saying about a warehouse?โ
โNothing.โ
โI know too.โ
โHow? And how did dad die?โ
โI was there at the hospital. Heโd had a heart attack. He told me about the warehouse just before he died.โ
โHow much did he tell you?โ
โNot a lot, but…โ
โBut what?โ
โIโve been there. Just before I came here to meet you.โ
โWhat. Why?โ
โCuriosity. I was in shock. I am in shock. I didnโt know what I was going to find. I donโt know what I found.โ
Realising his sister was battling with her emotions and that he hadnโt yet processed his own, Will displayed an emotional maturity beyond his years and calmly suggested they carry on the conversation at home.
Will poured a large measure of his fatherโs best whisky into a fine crystal spirit glass, a glass heโd never been allowed to drink from. He took a tentative sip and looked up to the sky as if to acknowledge his father would be watching him angrily.
โEven in the circumstances, dad wouldnโt approve of your drinking, especially his best whisky, and in one of his special glasses,โ Sarah said.
Will ignored his sister and took a substantial swig of the fine single malt. โThis is so smooth it soothes rather than burns the back of your throat, unlike that cheap stuff they sell in the Old Crown at two quid a double.โ Will then reluctantly updated his sister on what he knew about the warehouse.
โA few months ago, I was with my mate Tariq when he went to get his Fiesta fixed at a garage on an industrial estate. We had a bit of spare time and went to grab a coffee. I saw dadโs car pull into the estate and park up by this warehouse which I thought was odd. I made an excuse to Tariq that I needed to make an urgent call and snuck down to the unit. Dad hadnโt locked the door so I entered and found him in that room with all those people in glass containers. Obviously, he was shocked and wasnโt best pleased to see me. He became angry and paranoid; he accused me of following him. I didnโt know how to react, but I shifted it back towards him and what he was doing in this warehouse. I demanded answers and couldnโt believe what I heard. He swore me to secrecy. Iโm sorry youโve found out about it like this.โ His recollection was disrupted by an unexpected knock at the door.
โIโll get it,โ Sarah said.
It was Alice, a well-meaning but annoying neighbour. Alice was forty-eight years old, short, and slightly overweight, with shoulder length, dark hair tinted with patches of grey and emerald green eyes. Alice, who had long displayed amorous intentions towards Dr Leidenstraum, stood in an ill-fitting low-cut black and white striped knee length dress, and jet-black heels.
โYou look nice Alice. Are you going out for the evening?โ Sarah said whilst thinking Alice resembled a chubby Zebra.
โThank you, Sarah. Itโs new. Iโm loving the fit. Itโs just on the right side of cosy, so I will have to watch my calorie intake. Anyway, is your father in?โ
โNo, he isnโt. You’d better come inside.โ
โHello Will. How are you?โ
โHi Alice.โ
Sarah and Will looked at Alice, both struggled to contemplate what to say to her.
โThere’s no easy way of saying this, Alice. Dad died this afternoon,โ Sarah said, swallowing hard as she conveyed the devastating news.
Alice was momentarily rendered speechless and sat down on a chair. โI love him, loved him. Dare I say it, more than I love my Dave.โ
โI’m not sure this is the time,โ Will said.
โYouโre right. Iโm sorry. Iโm intruding. Iโll go. Iโll come and see you in the morning.โ
After Alice left, Will cut his sister a puzzled look. โIt’s a bit late for her to be coming around, isn’t it? Where were we before we were interrupted?โ
โThe warehouse.โ
โDad told me he’d bought the warehouse after mum died. To carry out experiments related to his work.โ
Sarah listened intently, scarcely able to believe what she was hearing.
โHe was looking to a future where advancements in technology would see humans gradually replaced, so he was creating half human, half machine hybrids in an attempt to try and help preserve the species, as it were.โ
Will hesitated and then gave Sarah the earth-shattering news that their father had commenced his experiments by extracting DNA from babies in his work touring hospitals.
โNo, no, he couldn’t. How could he? Are you saying the people or whatever they are in those cubicles share DNA with teenagers out there in society; they are their robotic twins? And you’ve kept his secret. You haven’t tried to stop him?โ
โActually, I’ve been helping him. As Iโm studying IT at college, he asked me to conduct research for him into software development. He thought it would help me to improve my academic results. You know Iโve always been a bit of a techie geek, so itโs like Iโm part of building real Transformers or something.โ
โCan you hear yourself? How unethical all this is. Well, itโs stopping now. Do you hear me?โ
โDad said you’d react like this. Itโs why he never told you. He wanted to. He wanted you involved. That journal he’s written about the work he’s done was for you, not me. In the event of his passing away or getting locked up, I think he thought you’d be able to follow his work because he knew I wouldnโt be able to.โ
โI don’t want to follow his work. This is insane. You can’t be serious. I’m not doing it.โ Sarah stormed angrily upstairs.
โWe can’t just leave them there, theyโll die. They must be tended to every few days. Thereโs a process. I canโt do it. I will need your help,โ Will shouted up the stairs after his sister, but she didnโt respond. All he heard was the sound of her bedroom door slamming firmly shut.
The next morning, the atmosphere was tense as Sarah walked into the kitchen and was confronted by Will demanding the keys to the warehouse. He was evidently determined to take control of the situation and wear his sister down.
โI think we should go there together this morning. We can’t start making any funeral arrangements until tomorrow anyway. We need to do this.โ
โOk. Ok. We will go there together and we need to stick together. Not that I forgive you or dad for what youโve done. Donโt think that for a second. Iโm thoroughly ashamed of the pair of you. Anyway, what is this process you were shouting about last night? To keep them alive I mean? What will we have to do?โ
Sarahโs reluctant willingness to get involved brought a wry smile to Willโs face.
โEach of them is fed and watered through a tubing system and powered by a rechargeable battery pack. I donโt know much about how itโs done, but I know dad undertook these procedures every seven days without fail. He told me theyโd be dead and unable to be saved if this wasnโt done at least once every nine days. I guess it explains why growing up we never went on holiday for more than a week at a time.โ
Sarah forced a smile at her brotherโs humorous remark.
โI know you really donโt want to, sis, but I think if we, if you take his journal, you will be able to work through it.โ
โHis final diary entry was Friday so I guess that was the last time he fed them or charged them or whatever. We wonโt need to do that today, but I agree we should still go. I will put the journals and paperwork from the safe in a bag and take it with us.โ
Whilst travelling in โJoannaโ to the warehouse, No Scrubs came on the radio. Sarah turned up the volume dial much to Willโs annoyance.
โI hate this song,โ Will said.
โItโs better than that Slipknot rubbish Iโve heard coming from your bedroom. Itโs just not music, Will.โ
โThatโs what dad said. He kept telling me I should listen to the Beatles.โ
โWell, it would be an improvement.โ
โTrust you to side with him as always.โ
โShush, I love this rap part of the song,โ Sarah said as she tried to mimic Lisa โleft eyeโ Lopes, much to Willโs amusement.
As TLC faded back to the DJ in the studio, Sarah turned the volume down and attempted to establish what had driven her brother to get involved in their fatherโs work.
โI’m a bit surprised you wanted to help dad with this?โ
โIโve always been a disappointment to him. You areโฆ were, his favourite. Heโd always made that abundantly clear. This gave me an opportunity to work with him and prove my worth. I don’t necessarily agree with it, but he’s put a lot of work into this project and I think we should see it through.โ
They arrived at the site and parked up. โHang on. When I was here yesterday one of them said my name. How is that possible?โ
This resulted in an awkward silence as Will hesitated to respond. โIt’s part of the programming. They’ve seen photos etc.โ
โThatโs creepy. I don’t like it.โ
โI thought you’d be flattered. I thought inanimate robots were your type, judging by that guy Simon you were seeing. Dad needn’t have bothered with all this. He should have just experimented on him.โ
โThanks a lot, Will. I take it the closest youโve managed to get to an intimate relationship is still with your right hand?โ
โIโve got loads of interest. Iโm having to turn them away. And I’m left-handed, remember.โ
โSo, you’ve worked on these things?โ Sarah said, anxious to move the conversation away from their squabbling and back to the important task at hand.
โNo. Dad wouldn’t trust me to work on them, but Iโve watched him working on them.โ
They got out of the vehicle and entered the building. Will tried to reassure his sister that all would be ok. Sarah and Will walked along inspecting each pod, with the same pace and attention as Her Majesty the Queen meeting entertainers after the Royal Variety performance.
The figure that had greeted Sarah the day previously said: โHello Sarah. You came back.โ
โHe..Helโฆlo Hello,โ Sarah said.
As they reached the last two cubicles, Sarah noticed a black curtain covering a small square area behind a locker, like what youโd find in a leisure centre changing room.
โHave you ever been behind that curtain, Will?โ
โNo, I canโt say Iโve ever paid it much attention before.โ
Sarah felt apprehensive and proceeded towards the curtain slowly. As she reached it, she placed her left hand on the dusty fabric and pulled it across quickly.
โAAARGH,โ screamed a voice at her from within a glass pod. Sarah responded in kind. Will grabbed hold of his sister and pulled her away from the pod, but then stopped abruptly.
โOh my god. I don’t believe it.โ
Gathering her composure, Sarah looked up and was as equally aghast as her brother.
The figure in the pod was a human robot hybrid of Brett Sadler, their next-door neighbour Alice’s son.
Sarah and Will didn’t recognise any of the others, but this freaked them out, as it was someone they knew. This felt personal. The figure in the pod was perturbed by Sarah and Will’s gawping.
โWhat are you two looking at? Where’s Dr Leidenstraum?โ Sarah swiftly pulled the curtain across. The figure continued to remonstrate as they tried to comprehend that it was a clone of Aliceโs son.
For Will, the shock forced him to think more about the ramifications of his father’s work. He’d minded a lot less when it was people he didn’t know. This was different, he knew Brett. Whilst Will was slightly older, he’d grown up with him.
Sarah recognised her brother’s anguish. She caringly placed a hand on his shoulder and they embraced, marking another rare tender moment between them. Will asked his sister what they should do, his earlier confidence and determination had seeped away in a heartbeat.
โWe must grieve for him and plan the funeral. We need to talk to relatives and friends. I don’t think either of us can deal with this right now.โ
Will nodded and they left the warehouse.
Sarah sat on the rusty brown leather couch in silent contemplation. She looked forlornly to her left at the matching empty chair and footstool. A white mug emblazoned with โI Love Tenerifeโ in red letters, and a sky-blue coloured cereal bowl were on the glass table next to her fatherโs chair. Sarah had bought the mug for her dad from a tacky gift shop whilst on holiday the year before. He had cherished it ever since. She smiled as she remembered parting with a few pesetas whilst her friend Megan complained about the sunburn on her arms, and wittered about how the waiter at the restaurant the night before was clearly in love with her. They had apparently locked eyes for at least four seconds when he served her paella. How much would the mug cost this year, now Spain had adopted the Euro as currency? Sarah wondered.
Will paced anxiously up and down the well-worn oatmeal carpet. He asked his sister if the revelations had changed her opinion of their father.
โI don’t know. It really hasn’t sunk in yet. I’m still in shock. I don’t want it to, but I fear it might. Iโm not ready to deal with that yet.โ
The pair discussed contacting various people to break the news of their fatherโs death. Then the doorbell rang. Will opened the door and was confronted by a ghost. It was Brett Sadler.
โI’ve come to send my condolences,โ he said. Brett was fifteen years old, medium height, slim build with a mop of light brown hair. He was an unassuming young man, of a quiet disposition, and academic by nature.
Will was rooted to the spot, but then began to shake like the branch of a tree in a light breeze. He was speechless. Sarah walked through the lounge door, took one look at Brett, and froze also. Brett was perplexed by their reaction to him, but attributed it to grief.
โIโm sorry I probably shouldn’t have come. Iโll go.โ
โNo. Please come in,โ Sarah said.
โI appreciate this is an incredibly tough time for you both, but I wanted to say that Iโm very sorry for your loss. He was a great guy and Iโll miss him too.โ
โThank you, Brett. Thatโs so very kind of you,โ Sarah said.
โIf I can help with anything please let me know. Anyway, Iโd better get going.โ
โThanks, mate,โ Will said.
Brett left and Sarah gently closed the door behind him.
โThanks, sis. Seeing him has really brought it home. I didnโt know how to react or what to say to him.โ
โI know, itโs hard to comprehend. My head hasn’t stopped spinning.โ
